I mentioned the other day in my post how all you see on social media are "happy babies and blessed mothers," and I wanted to say...that's wonderful. I LOVE that my newsfeed is full of precious babies and their beautiful mommas. There is NOTHING wrong with that, and I wish that every momma had a precious, happy baby all the time. I wasn't saying that we shouldn't feel blessed and love our children or ourselves or that we should dwell on all the bad things instead of the good things; all I was saying was that mommyhood can be a lonely place when you feel like your child is the only one who's picky/cranky/constantly teething/not sleeping/etc. I love the community I've found here, and I think that it's amazing so many in my blog feed have babies around the same age. I find solace and comfort in reading your blogs and knowing that as alone as I may feel, y'all are going through the same thing.
Every day I have with Daniel is a blessing. I would not say that waking up at 6 am is a blessing, but he is, and every moment with him is precious. I try to remember that even in the midst of his tantrum or his desire to eat only watermelon, which he calls "mama." Because those fits are worth it when he looks at me and plays with my hair and smiles, and grabs my necklace and says "pretty."
We have our 12 week appointment today for Baby 2 (I'm 13w2d), and we are doing our NT scan and basic trisonomy testing. I am super nervous, so any extra positive thoughts and prayers you can spare would be appreciated.
And don't stop posting pictures of precious babies and happy mommas :)
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